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The last few weeks were not very eventful though BUT i think im just getting accustomed to studying. Haiz. what can i do? im not allowed out for socializing, not even for a birthday party which spans no more than an hour or two. Yeah i know its for my own good and all that rubbish but i need to breakaway from the momentum sometimes you know?

Anyway, whining won't get me anywhere, so, i shall embrace it. Today is a very significant day. Have you ever had an English teacher who would do all she can to help you get that A1? I honestly find her very authentic to the core. She's just herself with us, sometimes engaging in rather caustic humour which elicits no response from my dead silent class. I love the way she speaks, always and forever littered and peppered with a lexicon of vocab. And today, guess what she did? She KNEELED down and begged us. Begged us to do well and seek her advice. To not make any errors of all sorts. To obsess about English. To write interesting essays. and to most of all, make her feel proud of us for once. I thought it noble of her to kneel down in the first place. What would you do if you see someone doing that? I felt really touched by her sincerity and i can go on and all around about how she inspired me and sorts but i'd rather hush about that for now.

As it is, i am a little disgruntled at some incidents because they just don't go the way i want them to. At times, i think i succumb to failure because i just don't have the temerity, the audacity to face the harsh reality in my face.

But no matter what happens, i've never ever lost that burning desire to go there. Just that, results still continue to stymie me.