NEON ATTACK.

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Tuesday, June 16, 2009

im still thinking about that chalet thingy. Esp that night..(not RE luh) its the conversation thing...the heart to heart talk only between us..feels so surreal...alright...this is dedicated to..you know who you are..(thank you for the HTH conver) and for you all who waant to know how it feels like? Here it is..

Our conversation continues to be fresh and refreshing, filled with witty repartee, laughter and warmth; there is never a moment of boredom and any silence is comfortable because our hearts are so knit that words need not fill the air for our minds to connect. There is a sense of calm and quiet that settles upon our souls, even as we share our thoughts....

so nice huh? The feeling...

Turning Point

Monday, June 15, 2009

Obviously i had the time of my life at the chalet. Despite the unexpected visitor. Cos of all the screaming and shouting and crazy and wacky and silly business. HAHA. Lets start from the meeting time at the MRT? im so sorry Felicia you waited so damn long..for me. I apologise for my very accurate time estimation. Hehe. and how coincidental? Met Collen in the same train, albeit its me who rumaged through the whole train to search for her. Ha. and good gracious..the bus took like some monkey years to come? stupid 403. We had to patiently wait for that bus. and so, instead of reaching at the estimated time of 6pm, we ended up reaching there at 6.30pm.

At the chalet..we had about 2 hours free time. so ate dinner, talked, and pretended to memorise HER lyrics..HAHA. too bad. XY thought we were actually memorising feverishly. Right. we were talking and chatting and singing in the room. HA. memorising sound like some mugging thingy. eww. so Kaevan, Candice, Collen, Felicia, Yamie ended up doing all these in the room. watch a bit of H&P then some random chat..then it was Dont Forget Her Lyrics time!

HAHA. Kaevan and I we first up and WTH they caught us off guard luh!! Tao Yan first one! Deep down inside i really wanted to dig a deep deep hole to go into hiding. I dont know the lyrics! the whole first album im really clueless. HA. end up Kaevan did the the whole thing..shes really ON eh. sing so many lines after it. HAHA. then after some ppl..then it was Collen and me again. This time smart already..ahha..we chose English Others category. and yet again. TSK..they are so eveil. give us Iris. HAHA. actually thats better than Home. Lucky i did know Iris. HA. and now Collen's clueless. I'll forever remember that " the moment of truth in your LIES!" ARGH. haha. her prnounciation really ar. Life/Lives/Eyes..all sound the same ok! well. and her " Forever" like the voice break..HHAA..so funny! and i really really loved the Reach Out For The Skies and Kuai Le Fang Shi part! its super rock on! hhaha.. Collen danced really cute! haha..the classic Listen To Your Heart..HHAHAH Xaby kenna! too bad! Retribution comes really fast with Bee! thank Shirley for choosing that line.

and gosh. the PJs night..wah siao. i cant stop laughing at the pictures taken. the headless heads and bodies and the so called posing for movie poster? HAHA. its so malu! and still post up. and the truth and dare? hahaha i wonder where's the classic kiss?? haha. besides..eveyone's so scared of choosing dare. HAHA..truth end up being so boring..but interesting answers. XY's one is so damn XYish. then it was 2 plus..and i had hunger pangs! so extremely ravenous ok! thank goodness there's bread and banana cake. Relieved from eating then went to bed. its so stuffy in our room! the air-con's like not working! so bloody hot! end up sleeping on the bed. cos Kaevan's not sleeping. in the same room were Corraine, Collen, Xian Li..ahha..they all went to bed almost immediately?

the next day we woke up and had nice french toast made by XY for breakfast. should have sugar luh! ended up going up to our room to chat with XY, Collen, Felicia, Xian Li. the cosy ambience..cool and at-last-working air-con. end up it was XY and Collen talking non-stop about their sch and watsoever. ahha..and we 3 eavesdrop. Candice came with our packed lunch so we went down to eat. saw everyone busy watch her shows..one corner hear some Meta..the other hear some H&P..then got some You Are The One also. ahha. practically slacked the whole time until about BBQ time. then it poured. and they hilariously used umbrellas to start the fire in vain.

Just before her enexpected arrival, JB called Liz ad Collen to ask for direcions..and heh. thats the biggest clue eh. then...some of them started doing the EHHHH! RUIENNNNNN! fan. then the EHHHH!RUIENNNNNN! president. AHHAHAH thats super funny! cos when she actually came..everyone was stumped and silent. just stare. like oh shes actually here. HAHA..imagine if we actually screamed..RE'll give her usual wierd look. and think we're feng zi again. thanks to Xaby, Joey, Grace, Collen and others...the Heart Attack and Cheat which was over blogged..ahha..made it so fun!! so i shant blog it here luh.

The best was still the friends made. the priceless picture..i was surprised i looked ok..the gossips..the talk and random chat and siaoness at mac..and most of all the night talk with you know who you are..thanks for eberything.

Its Been...

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Im still trying to re-strategise and find the best way to get to those distinction instead of just hanging around the Bs. But thing is how? I've exhausted almost all the possibilities and still cant find a way out. oh help help. Its already June and in still a B student. Help! What will happen to my 6A1 target? Diminish. I just can't let that happen. Is a burning desire strong enough or other factors have to be included? Im down, disappointed, depressed because i did study. Study intelligently this time. And still couln't do it. I looked back at the mistakes I made but still find it unfathomable why i got that grade. Why isnt my answer correct? Its as close as the shore to the sea. I dont get it. God, please help me through this inferno process of searching and finding the right answers to my questions. It draining to the max. but do i have a choice?

Had Physics and Chem SPA today. Chem was pretty alright but Physics was disastrous. I had absolutely no ken whatsoever of how to design that darn experiment. Argh. Electricity bores me like Chem does. Had an afternoon nap after that and i ended up dreaming about Physics SPA! I dreamed of screwing up the graph and not knowing how to read the values and plotting and everything. How shitty huh?

Ha. Sis was really lucky today. She gotta see Jiang Jun from MSD at a fruits stall near our house. He was filming i guess.

Managed to come up with the Sentosa itinerary just yesterday night. I really can't wait for that trip. Its been donkey years since i last visited Sentosa. I'll love to have a go at the Luge and Skyride once again! hahha how ironic huh...the people im going with, their names all start with As. HAHA. If only that could be my result slip. Abigail, Amanda, Amelia, Anissa.

Some quotes to pull us through times of dread:

Some books are to be tasted, others to be swallowed, and some few to be chewed and digested. - Francis Bacon

What we become depends on what we read after all of the professors have finished with us. The greatest university of all is a collection of books. - Thomas Carlyle

We must embrace pain and burn it as fuel for our journey. - Kenji Miyazawa

A man is like a fraction whose numerator is what he is and whose denomiator is what he thinks of himself. The larger the denominator, the smaller the fraction. - Leo Tolstoy

Experience is a good teacher, but her fees are very high. - W.R. Inge

Criticism may not be agreeable, but it is necessary. It fulfills the same function as pain in the human body. It calls attention to an unhealthy state of things. - Winston Churchill

Unsolicited advice is the junk mail of life. - Bern Williams

Chinese O Levels

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

haha seriously...totally unexpected. This was the first paper i did which i actually understood every single passage. It never happened for the last 2 years...So i really hope i get a B3...i think its possible..haha..just really pray that my essay can pull my marks up. After slogging my ass out for the past week and being CHINESED in the brain....i really do hope my target materialises. if not...i'll just give up on chinese. Its the best i could do. So no matter how good/bad the outcome...i'm not going to do it again.

alright enough about chinese...oh gosh..i really really want to watch Chemistry again! Its beyond my ken why i still like it..haha..i dunno..perhaps i find it really allluring...and pure? Lets leave it at that.