Running this race ain't easy. I'm so tired of pleasing, of forcing, of conforming.
Dog eat dog world.
Cos of the pile of work to complete, i couldnt post recently.
I found a new love though....Hockey!
Something i like doing now, cos schoolwork always waste my time away.
Perhaps i'd just wait till Nov. to committ to that.
I don't know where i belong.
How to be old?
I still want to be young.
Here's one poem i really like, by Mandy Ford.
Anthem For Youth
Why rush through our childhood,
To become the high and mighty adults
Whose calm authority hangs over us!
For we do not perceive their expressions
Of regret, as they realise just what
They sped through, not knowing their own happiness,
As their youth slipped away.
Why are we so eager to take on harsh respnsobilities,
And leave our blissful innocence?
We dismiss the fun times- thinking only
Of our work, without noticing that
In 'Adult Life' there is no pocket money
For merely washing up.
Come crashing down, i surrender.
