Its been 2 months! throughout this whole period i just couldnt be bothered to post because it somehow became such a tedious thing to do. thank goodness i havent lost touch with writing.
Much as this is a holiday i've been anticipating, it dosent seem to make me especially thrilled and excited nor exceptionally happy. im glad to have much time to watch movies, read and meet up with peeps but im beginning to feel suffocated again. having barriers here and there, unspoken but present curfews, limitations.......
At this point of time, i have this urge to break free from all these. to just......rebel. but the consequences are far too heavy.....the damage far too irreversible. so im still contemplating. perhaps i'd just try to do a balance of the two.
after countless months, i finally had the time to rent a few dvds. and i defnitely have to give Cate Blanchett a million thumbs up for her portrayal of Sheba in Notes On A Scandal. Her intensity as Sheba made the movie a masterpiece. i was initially dubious about Cate, having watched Elizabeth but how wrong. i'd put Cate right at the top. with the likes of Sean Penn and Meryl Streep. Thats how good.
